Now that I have been accepted into UCF, I am super excited and pumped and I’ll be heading there tomorrow to look at apartments and for the Paul McCartney concert. <3 I am so, so, so pumped!

i just read the setlist for paul mccartney tomorrow and i am SCREAMING AHHHH I CAN’T BELIEVE I’LL FINALLY  SEE HIM TOMORROW HE’S MY FAVORITE PERSON EVER AND I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM LIVE SINCE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO RETIRE AT 70 AHHHHHH

1. “Eight Days a Week”
2. “Junior’s Farm”
3. “All My Loving”
4. “Listen to What the Man Said”
5. “Let Me Roll It”
6. “Paperback Writer
7. “My Valentine”
8. “Nineteen Hundred and Eighty-Five”
9. “The Long and Winding Road”
10. “Maybe I’m Amazed”
11. “Hope of Deliverance”
12. “We Can Work It Out”
13. “Another Day”
14. “And I Love Her”
15. “Blackbird”
16. “Here Today”
17. “Your Mother Should Know”
18. “Lady Madonna”
19. “All Together Now”
20. “Mrs. Vandebilt”
21. “Eleanor Rigby”
22. “Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite”
23. “Something”
24. “Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da”
25. “Band on the Run”
26. “Hi, Hi, Hi”
27. “Back in the U.S.S.R.”
28. “Let It Be”
29. “Live and Let Die”
30. “Hey Jude”
31. Encore: “Day Tripper”
32. “Lovely Rita”
33. “Get Back”
34. Encore 2: “Yesterday”
35. “Helter Skelter”
36. “Golden Slumbers”/“Carry That Weight”/“The End”

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY HE WILL BE PERFORMING THE GOLDEN MEDLEY which is only y’know MY FAVORITE SONG FROM MY FAVORITE BAND EVER AND CARRIES SUCH A TREMENDOUS EMOTIONAL WEIGHT AND THE FACT THAT IT CLOSES WITH THIS I AM %1000000000000 SURE I WILL BE SOBBING BY THE END LORD THIS IS UNREAL AHHHHHHHHH I DON’T EVEN CARE THAT I’M MISSING DOCTOR WHO SEASON FINALE TOMORROW IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING>????

nothing proves as cathartic as six strings trembling beneath my fingertips

my brother is very picky

he came up to me and asked me to make him eggs

so i did

and then he looks at it and complains how “they’re not egg whites”

and i ask him to try them anyway

he did

he insisted that they’re not egg whites

damn ok u picky lil nigga

Citizen Cope ft. Carlos Santana - Sideways

You know it aint easy
For these thoughts here to leave me

[…]

These feelings won’t go away
They’ve been knockin’ me sideways
They’ve been knockin’ me out lately
Whenever you come around me

I barely slept through the night.

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there’s a fire across the street at my old middle school

i’m at the library staring intently at cat penises and vaginas in my laptop and i was getting odd looks

man wait till i study the human weiners and coochies in a bit

treating myself to 80s music after ten hours of raising a godamn baby

my mom left an hour ago to the dominican republic, where she will be staying for two weeks

meanwhile i’m supposed to be a surrogate mum to my brothers and clean and cook and stuff

so uhh i guess it’s mac and cheese and hot dogs and pizza and egg burritos and dank ass sandwiches for this week

its ok because its not like they eat anything else anyway (autism and stuff)

my dad will stay over the weekends to babysit. lame.

halp i miss my mum and i wish there was a way to import mangu in the airport cuz godamn i miss the authentic shit

i asked her to bring me a bracelet hopefully she even remembers

i miss my mom already

noo mom come back

take me with you

to the caribbean paradise

legit they’re taking her to PUNTA CANA

LIKE WTF im so jell

sobs

absolute best case scenario: 

1. getting  ≧ C on tomorrow’s stats test
2. coursemate being due on the 17th instead
3. getting that and the virtual child done by then
4. going to orlando/ucf area from thurs-sun
5. getting stoned on 4/20 after a month t-break and releasing the stress for once
6. hanging out with david, gerardo, fernando, and meeting peeps around the ucf area

yep